Day 286-14 thru 289-17

Having a crappy week. I started out on Phase 1 because I need to drop at least 5 pounds (via my dr.) and I’d prefer around 10 or 15. But then the aftermath of being gone for 3 weeks is still weighing heavily upon me and I can’t get a damn thing done. So I’m comfort eating…though I haven’t had popcorn since Saturday, but I have had the SB bars and some frosting (bad!) and more jello and jello pudding than I should. Once I can figure out this stupid work schedule, my life, and stub rooms I think I’ll be able to get back on track. But tonight, if we go, I’m having chips and spinach dip at Major’s and maybe fattening pizza. At least I know I’m going to do this, and then I’ll run my ass off tomorrow, but for now I need comfort and happiness or I may hurt someone.